The girl over the internet you think you know so fucking well
Has feelings and is real believe it or not
She has bad days, fails and gets pimples.
She’s not perfect.
And she wants;
The fairytale just like you do
Regardless if you are willing to admit it or not,
And her last performance was about you AND him
How you like those apples?
And her heart breaks like peach porcelain shatters
And there’s no one there when she gets home again
Yes, she’s upset that you forgot
She gave you her world and you put poison in it.
The girl over the internet doesn’t respond to “hey boo wussup”
But intelligent well-versed witty or random conversation’s a plus
The general interest is appreciated,
The time you spend reading will be reciprocated
And if you weren’t so damn selfish
You’d have realized she was being selfless
When she fell for you
The girl over the internet you so failed to respect
When you made ugly assumptions about who she slept next to
-Was actually faithful to you up until January
In which case she was a big girl and told your silly *ss the truth
Now… (mind you) what you accept and believe are totally two different things
But the girl you supposedly L-O-V-E’d
Thought you were much better than just a text message
And smiled in your presence and cried when you left and
Without hesitation she was there-- damn you to wherever!
And they say “there’s a special place in hell for your kind”
But you are the kind of hell that that needs its own devil all to himself
And the girl over the internet can’t keep responding to negatives
Thinking you would change for the better
And make believing in you
Making exceptions for your excuses and justifications for your apologies
And tolerated your better late than nevers and made allowances for every second guessing and forgave you and got a second helping of bullshit hung from the sparkling chandelier /slash/ pardoned every kiss she didn’t get /slash/ explained every call when you failed to press send
And every plea that damn girl heard was with an open ear
And didn’t blame you or shame you
She just did what she did.
And the girl over the internet loved you likethis.
Like reading between kisses like corn rice and chicken
Like you were Peter Pan all up up in this BITCH
Kiss kiss your neck back sucking your wishstick
The girl over the internet listened
And she had bad days, and got scared and needed her hand held
She’s not perfect.
She’s broken.
But she is absolutely fuckin worth it.
And I just wish you could have seen that.
Sincerely,
The girl over the internet
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