catch 22

You don’t call me so
I don’t call you
Catch 22.

We just made love,
We just made hush now
Pretend it isn’t what it was because
I think it’s because
You fiddle with promises I know you won’t keep,
And promises me you aren’t making any promises to me.
So I’ll holla at you in 3 weeks,

Xoxo.

Good bejesus
This makes absolutely no sense,
I mean if fear weren’t an option would we have an answer?

Would you READ at your own risk and risk loving a writer?
Or who pissed in your cheerios you’ve become quite amiss today

Can’t you just call me I’d answer?
I’d dance at the chance we could kiss holding hands and learn Spanish
We could skip heartbeats ‘til the ambulance comes

If you could just
Stop being “better him than me…”
Read what you want but don’t hold it against me

Because it’s cloudy with a chance of hurricane why me?

Why’d I have to get love “In spite of…?”
Why can’t you stop by to kiss me and see?
Y’know just see…


Because baby the hardest part about trying to keep a secret is that it’s not so easy to-
look someone dead in their eyes and pretend you don’t
love being with them enough to
fall
in
love
with the truth.

You don’t call me so
I don’t call you
It’s a Catch 22.

When I want to know what you’re doing. What you felt like. What you messed up. What hue is your sky blue?
I wanted to make you a yellow tomato and cucumber salad but the idea is just aloof

Cuz you so busy acting like you don’t give a damn,
I can’t really show you how f*ckin rad I am

when you don’t trust me
so I don’t trust you.
When the reality should be point blank and simple and
We’re just kids, judging by these restrictions.

Because you tell me that I don’t call you
But that’s because you made me put up my guard boo
It’s a catch 22. now I’m just stuck on the roof
Push me off the fuckin ledge already, or give me your hand

And if it doesn’t work for you
You can do like the label and
DISCONTINUE USE

Because if I feel it and you feel it,
But neither of us wanna admit shit then
That means we didn’t feel anything doesn’t it?

Huh, friend?