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Monday, June 22, 2009

Shut up and Play X Box

Shut up and play Xbox
Come over and do nothing with me

Hurry up and climb down from that cloud you’re on


I’ll love you worse.


In an instantaneous-lust of too much
Better yet, the exquisitely blind leading the mindless
Like when you and I sit back to back reading and holding hands I’m sure I’ve lost my mind in a real way,

I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok.


Honeydew melon goes well with shrimp. And the Lakers won the championship. And I love you sugar to shit and it’s ok that you don’t exist yet… I’ll be waiting… I’ll be patient. I’ll be waking up alone and that sucks but it’s what’s up because

I don’t wanna play musical chairs with any other girls
I need your undivided reliable attention
Something I have to pinch myself about
Not your second or third guessing bullyshit
Bigger than your best friend close enough to whisper and you can still hear me
Someone to put my restless asleep with his heartbeat next to me
Someone to think about when I’m staring up at the ceiling fan

Someone to get the best of me and still want to see the accessories

Someone to shut up and play X box, Wii, Tetris
Someone to be eclectic and do odd shit and calls to say hi and hang up
Someone not lost in the whowheres or whynots
But has me twirling around the thoughts in question

Skipping rewind and re-writing the best stories ever,
The long lost boring stories that I’ll listen to and ask questions like it’s the best lecture ever


Totally skipping the next class.
Altogether.
Pretty much forever.

And he can just shut up and play X Box
And only stop when I stop or walk by nude
And eat home cooked food nightly, at the table… not by the TV

My recipe:
1 tablespoon of fear one teaspoon of lovely
Light pink rose petals and honey don’t forget vanilla extract and
Let’s make a cake batter of that and just LOVE me
Like a priority like the anxious before ecstasy or the breath after relief
We can sing happy birthday to each other daily

Because I’m at the mercy of my mind changing and baby that doesn’t sit safely.
There is a constant impression you must make on me.


Where there is no too comfortable
And there is no always wonderful
But at the very least
You could short circuit my circus and kiss me g’night like hocus pocus.

I’ll love you just right once I get the focus in

So if you’ve got the time I’d like to know you- to be in your company; can I make an appointment?

Nothing “fancy schmancy,” not too important,
I was just wondering if you played X Box because I need an opponent.





“The more intense the feeling the more dominant the emotional mind becomes- and the more ineffectual the rational”
-Daniel Coleman, Emotional Intelligence

Friday, June 19, 2009

The Grown N Sexy




Happy Friday! And Happy 26th Birthday (on June 15th) Lalanii!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I'm Back Writing Again!


OFF HIATUS... stay tuned my little cookies!!!


picture credit to: http://everyday-is-a-holiday.blogspot.com

Friday, May 22, 2009

Anyone can become angry-that is easy. But to be angry with the right person, to the right degree, at the right time, for the right purpose, and in the right way-that is not easy.
-Aristotle, The Nichomachean Ethics

Thursday, May 14, 2009

flowers always make me feel better




these are showstopping,gee golly thanks.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

It’s not the lie that hurts as much as the fact that now I don’t feel I know you as well as that which I thought and,
It’s not the being afraid of marriage that worries me; it’s the finality of NEVER that hurts,
It’s not that I even want to get married it’s just the shock of knowing that it won’t be to you.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Our Picnic



... and tadaaa! the sandwichies!!! {in preparation...} added lettuce and tomatoes later to prevent sogginess.



we had water based paint, markers, coloring books, kites, bubbles, a big blanket, bouncy balls, hula hoops, candy apples, three very tired smiles, sweet red wine for the adults {cause we needed it!} and a very BIG beautiful sunny day.



i mean really; is it not beautiful?



some arty work.



spent the whole day outside. realized i am too much of an introvert, look what i was missing!!!



made some mess...





... and my angel cake!!! At least one of them!!!